...to the point where I can't bring myself to drive to Heathrow
tomorrow to pick up Darren - even though I'm desperate to see
him after nearly 3 weeks away -
- I've only admitted to a few close friends that I have this issue
before now and even then I've probably downplayed it so
I'm
feeling vulnerable right now :/
I've been emailing you regularly now for a week with pretty
good information and entertainment (I hope - lol!)
But I have a feeling that some of you will have thought at some point...
...............'it's alright for her...........
- its her job to be fit
- it's her job to eat clean
-
she's skinny so why is she bothered about eating clean?
- she's probably never been fat so she can't understand
why I'm nervous about joining bootcamp
- I bet she's never felt ashamed to turn up to an exercise class
- etc, etc
One of the reasons Darren and I write these emails is to show
we're human and that although we work in the fitness
industry
we aren't 'bulletproof'
...Darren's written numerous times about his reliance on food in
times of emotional stress and my anxiety doesn't just revolve around
driving
Anyway - - - -
- - - - the point of this email is not for you guys to feel sorry for me
but just to let you know that we DO understand your worries
and concerns.
I've never been overweight but can totally empathise with someone
who is absolutely bricking it about joining an exercise class -
- I was all psyched up to go and collect Darren and ended up bottling
it at the last minute - sound familiar?!
I'm looking to solve my anxiety
issues but in the meantime I've had to
accept what IS and we've worked a solution out for tomorrow.
Why not let US be YOUR solution for achieving your goals??